Saturday, June 28, 2014

Bae

"I might be crazy because I love my bestfriend more than a guy."
To the girl that I
share my ice with
share my foods with
share my earphones with
share my favourite songs
share my favourite people haha
share my problems
share my imaginations
share my clothes
share my crazy thoughts
share my drawing books with
share my passion
sharing your home
sharing your room
sharing late night conversations
share my life with
I only knew you about 4 years I guess
 But I know you will do anything
Like iftar last year
Honestly I cant believe you actually did that
That is the most beautiful moment babe
I  remember you brought ice on pmr
I  remember your kek batik
I remember your ipod yang ana selalu lupa nak tutup
I remember the first time you own your camera
The day we fought
I remember redbull
Sorry for my wrongdoings beb
Believe me
You're perfect to me
( Little things playing* )
xoxo

 I'm not good with words.

Still alive

Halu
I couldnt believe how time flies so fast
In a blink of an eye
5 more months till the end of my highschool life
Yet I'm still here updating my life to myself
Cause I'm the only one who going to read this after all muahehe
I went to mgbsim last month
and its....its...its...
well I dont want to talk about it la
leave it all behind -..-
After a month of training, my team got second place for nasyid
As you can see above picture
Thats our costume for the performance
Its hot pink and I'm dark yeah imagine
We just cant get over all the sweet memories
Keep on remember all the memories
Keep on telling stories
Kak syaimaa, Timah, Lillah, Aufa, Nurin, Alya, Anis
Gracias for giving me the chance
I do really appreciate it :')
 As usual i dont really have much time for myself
Barely can treat myself well
Gladly I have shoulders and arms around me
So that when I fall, they will catch me
and wont let me fall for so long
Lets  be serious for the future
Bye.

Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Make a wish ufairah

Well well look whos in mood
Me me me!
Assalamualaikum ladies
Happy rejab
May He showers us with His blessings amin
Like most of you dont know that
26th April 2014
Is actually my birthday yey
Eventhough its my 17th birthday
But who cares 
I am still full of ecstasies 😘
As the number increases each year
From 0 to 17 this year
Ive been living the life
I'm having now
With the love of my parents
Siblings and friends.
And its actually the whys I enjoy every seconds of my life
I know the older I get
The more barricades I have to pass through
More ujian
And stuff like that to teach me the true meaning of life
In life we should not only longing for humans love
Because true love is actually 
Rabb's love
Not any of those monkeys love and love to a man
Its more than that
Its pure
I hope and wish that through my 17 years living
I've shown my efforts in catching Mardhatillah
So that one day I can tell others too and keep it spreading
I'm officially 17
Thank you for all the wishes
Magnum
Pudding
Baju tido
Cards
Foods
What I really want is actually 
duas from my beloved
 ones
I'm a big girl now
Dont ever think to shoot me down
Cause I wont fall
Especially in this right path
Wassalam 😌😌

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Well hello hello ^^,


 Assalamualaikum! Its been a while dont you think? and its already december if I recall it correctly and ofcourse it is. Its also been a while that I'm not bothered with so many stuff and that is such a relief. I'm truly thankful to Allah for that. Alhamdulillah.

I havent think to actually post something but eventually I have the passion and here I am tadaa ahaha. Before this I've passed my final exam and SPPIM which I cant comment much about it -.-' and that SPPIM thingy its hard for those who learn it with only their brains. The questions are mostly according to our heart and its freaking challenging.

I should be thankful to those who decorates my 2013 with rainbows and unicorns ahahaha no but I really really appreciate you guys though. Eventhough 2013 its a very tiring year to fit in, to comfort myself, to get in with people and school and asrama and my jobs but in the end there will always be people who will tell me to keep calm and chill.

"Come on la. You are more than that."

"Just ignore those people and their thoughts. If you keep listening to them it will lead you to nowhere."

"You're not ugly okay. Stop saying that. Be grateful instead."

"Its just lautan mediterranean. You will recover really soon."

"I created up such thing so that when we meet we can talk about something and we wont be awkward."

"Omg you laugh! I dont know you can laugh."

And lots lots more. Their words are so inspiring and motivating to keep me forward.
For kakaks kakaks DNA thanks for your hospitalities and warmness as our senior. Be good. I'm gonna miss you guys big time.

So next year I will be the senior. I dont even think I can act like one. There will be so many stuff. Even just having a thought of it makes my head spins. Bye

Friday, October 18, 2013

Its hard to tell

 Alhamdulillah c:
I have this uneasy feeling in me. About my future. Something liddat. Because I have a problem with my AMBITION. The problem is, I don't even have one. And that makes me think for several times. Why did I took chemistry, addmath, biology, physic if I don't know what I'm becoming, ey? I just can't make up my mind. Seeing my friends struggling to achieve what they want makes me feel jealous. Really.

Going back to asrama already. Pray for my PS2 and SPPIM c:
JZKK

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Camp-ing


Assalamualaikum. Hey :3 Last month I went to a camp called Mukhayyam F4. It was splendid, awesome, daebak, terbaik, etc etc. I was from the Mesir team and we won! I finally got to know my batch better, I guess after spending hard times with them. Teamwork is so important in order to build a great 'country' ehehe. And also I got the best fatayat (Y)

A week before, I went to another camp called Mukhayyam F1 and my face burnt a lot eventhough I'm just being a fasi. At that camp, I got to know my juniors and it is great actually. To be more tolerate, matured and to organize a camp that is such a big work. It is a great experience though.

I think I spent too much  time under the sun until some called me lautan mediterranean bcause of sunburn. And theres even evil mouth. Just bother them all.

" Untunglah putih. Mesti bestkan putih sepanjang masa :< " -me
" Untunglah kurus. Mesti bestkan kurus sepanjang masa T,T " -my friend

And then I realised. Nobody is perfect. Some are short. Some are tall. Some are fat. Some are too thin. Some are dark and etc. All we can do is be greatful, ey?

'till we see again
:)

Hipp hipp hooray



So hmm yeah. Assalamualaikum muslims. Those pictures up there are those what I experienced these few months and I had never got the chance to post about it. So yeah lets begin. (why am I so awkward -.-)
BEST IFTAR EVER

Indeed, we had pizza and perform tarawikh together. It was like dream comes true to have them all like sriously. I didn't expect that coming xD Special thank you to dearest amnani, nadia, raiyan, ilyana, saida, fana, dihar, nik and syidah. But we're missing yati T,T

And yes I had a splendid hari raya. We celebrated it at kota tinggi and it was awesome with all those delicious foods. My grandma is so excellent in cooking. But that picture is actually at kuala berang. 3rd day raya. Didnt have the chance to raya with along and angah for quite some times.

I think thats it. 
MA'ASSALAMAH :)