Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Well hello hello ^^,


 Assalamualaikum! Its been a while dont you think? and its already december if I recall it correctly and ofcourse it is. Its also been a while that I'm not bothered with so many stuff and that is such a relief. I'm truly thankful to Allah for that. Alhamdulillah.

I havent think to actually post something but eventually I have the passion and here I am tadaa ahaha. Before this I've passed my final exam and SPPIM which I cant comment much about it -.-' and that SPPIM thingy its hard for those who learn it with only their brains. The questions are mostly according to our heart and its freaking challenging.

I should be thankful to those who decorates my 2013 with rainbows and unicorns ahahaha no but I really really appreciate you guys though. Eventhough 2013 its a very tiring year to fit in, to comfort myself, to get in with people and school and asrama and my jobs but in the end there will always be people who will tell me to keep calm and chill.

"Come on la. You are more than that."

"Just ignore those people and their thoughts. If you keep listening to them it will lead you to nowhere."

"You're not ugly okay. Stop saying that. Be grateful instead."

"Its just lautan mediterranean. You will recover really soon."

"I created up such thing so that when we meet we can talk about something and we wont be awkward."

"Omg you laugh! I dont know you can laugh."

And lots lots more. Their words are so inspiring and motivating to keep me forward.
For kakaks kakaks DNA thanks for your hospitalities and warmness as our senior. Be good. I'm gonna miss you guys big time.

So next year I will be the senior. I dont even think I can act like one. There will be so many stuff. Even just having a thought of it makes my head spins. Bye

Friday, October 18, 2013

Its hard to tell

 Alhamdulillah c:
I have this uneasy feeling in me. About my future. Something liddat. Because I have a problem with my AMBITION. The problem is, I don't even have one. And that makes me think for several times. Why did I took chemistry, addmath, biology, physic if I don't know what I'm becoming, ey? I just can't make up my mind. Seeing my friends struggling to achieve what they want makes me feel jealous. Really.

Going back to asrama already. Pray for my PS2 and SPPIM c:
JZKK

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Camp-ing


Assalamualaikum. Hey :3 Last month I went to a camp called Mukhayyam F4. It was splendid, awesome, daebak, terbaik, etc etc. I was from the Mesir team and we won! I finally got to know my batch better, I guess after spending hard times with them. Teamwork is so important in order to build a great 'country' ehehe. And also I got the best fatayat (Y)

A week before, I went to another camp called Mukhayyam F1 and my face burnt a lot eventhough I'm just being a fasi. At that camp, I got to know my juniors and it is great actually. To be more tolerate, matured and to organize a camp that is such a big work. It is a great experience though.

I think I spent too much  time under the sun until some called me lautan mediterranean bcause of sunburn. And theres even evil mouth. Just bother them all.

" Untunglah putih. Mesti bestkan putih sepanjang masa :< " -me
" Untunglah kurus. Mesti bestkan kurus sepanjang masa T,T " -my friend

And then I realised. Nobody is perfect. Some are short. Some are tall. Some are fat. Some are too thin. Some are dark and etc. All we can do is be greatful, ey?

'till we see again
:)

Hipp hipp hooray



So hmm yeah. Assalamualaikum muslims. Those pictures up there are those what I experienced these few months and I had never got the chance to post about it. So yeah lets begin. (why am I so awkward -.-)
BEST IFTAR EVER

Indeed, we had pizza and perform tarawikh together. It was like dream comes true to have them all like sriously. I didn't expect that coming xD Special thank you to dearest amnani, nadia, raiyan, ilyana, saida, fana, dihar, nik and syidah. But we're missing yati T,T

And yes I had a splendid hari raya. We celebrated it at kota tinggi and it was awesome with all those delicious foods. My grandma is so excellent in cooking. But that picture is actually at kuala berang. 3rd day raya. Didnt have the chance to raya with along and angah for quite some times.

I think thats it. 
MA'ASSALAMAH :)

Thursday, August 15, 2013

Minang most wanted yaww

WARNING: SORRY IF THIS BORED YOU BUT I DIDNT FORCED YOU TO READ THIS
          So hye Assalamualaikum. Didnt have the chance before
 so alhamdulillah lets start
Actually my mom is a minang-ians. I guess I'm the same, ey? 
But unfortunately, I cant speak minang but I can understand it wonderfully haha.
Minangs' foods are awesome.
The people are awesome.
We pronounce lemang as 'lamang'
We are that kind of minang.

Besides that, I'm also a kuala berang-ians.
That above picture, don't get me wrong.
He is not a clown, he is my dad.
He is the one that is pure kuala berang actually.
And he is my idol. Sort of eheh
In case if you dont know, kuala berang's slang is so hard to understand. If you think that terengganu's slang is hard, kuala berang's is harder.
So now I would like to share some of it
Uning = them all
Sute = one
Dua ute = two
Ghobok = furniture
Awang = boy
Wok = dear
Dok mboh = i dont want
Kachong = a really slim grasshopper ( abah often call me this )

"Kachong, tengok ni kachong masuk suratkhabar." -abah
" haha really." *I dont believe him
"Tengok ni."
"Omgggggg"
Hahahha our mgbsim's photo is in the newspaper actually.
Abah spotted me!
Haha okay
Bye. I'll be going back to johor this afternoon
Salam'alaik :)


Friday, August 2, 2013

#TheOneWhoMakeMeSmile

Assalamualaikum :>
The reason why I write this post is because I would like to dedicate something to my 'swaggers'. I dont know why but eventually everytime I'm on my break from school and hostel, I will still unable to actually be with my friends. I'm sorry for that :( I dont want my previous mistakes to happen all over again. I dont want to be awkward and lost when I'm with them. I still want to be part of them. 
To amnani,
I'm sincerely sorry for not having enough time to spend with you. I keep your word in mind.
"Lepas ni nak satu hari yang kita boleh lepak the whole day, janji?" 
Well sort of liddat. I'm trying to fulfill that. One day insyaAllah like last year c:
To nadia, ilyana, fana, yati, dihar, raiyan etc,
Sorry if I'm being awkward when we met. I'm so that kind of person who gets crazy when I'm comfortable with the situation. I will try my very very best to get comfy really really fast. 
HAPPY EID MUBARAK EVERYONE!!!

Saturday, July 13, 2013