Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Listen

Page 2 of 365 Alhamdulillah
Page 3 of 365: not doing anything. Like a bawwwsss.

My second day of 2013, I went to school cause there was a program and actually I don't have to come and I don't want to come because I'm so lazyyyyy. But after my dearest friends begged me to come, so there you go, I was there. Before going back home, I took the opportunity to salam salam my friends and say goodbye and that was the hardest part of all. I DIDNT SAY GOODBYE TO NADIA, HAYATI AND AISHAH because they're weren't there hmmphh :/

So today I'm bored because I'm not doing anything but actually I have tons of stuff to do. Cleaning, sidai-ing, packing, eat but all I do is sitting in front of the laptop and imagine what will happen when the school starts. And that is actually wrong, wrong, wrong. 

That is why I post this, cause I'm bored. 
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Swaggers


I'm so sorry for everything, my swaggers. Love you guys till Jannah :')

OH MY RABB

Happy 2013 guys! 
Alhamdulillah, we will be facing a new new new year, and we should motivate ourselves to be better, insyaAllah. This year I'll be going to Hidayah JB. No more Al-amin Bangi. No more Amnani, Nadia, Hayati, Farhaanah, Ilyana, Aishah, Izdihar, Rasyidah, Saidatul, Najwa, Nik, Husna, Hanisah, Nadiah Husna etc. Oh My Rabb, I can't imagine my lifeee. Like seriously I'm not that friendly to strangers. Hypocrite maybe. I'll be faking smile, faking everything. 'What if I have no friends at all?' My negative thoughts go crazyyy.

"@YatizzPozzie: Rehat pertama without nani and ufai ? Peliknyaaa T^T"

 "@Ndinadz:  BUT IF I DONT DO DOA, U'LL HATE HIDAYAH AND COME BACK TO ALAMIN!  YAY"

" @shahzhari:  selamat menjadi musuh ketat Al-Amin Bangi XD"

" @Saaaidaa97: Orang lain hari pertama, dia terakhir :'( You must wait for that surprise. Wait"

"@nuruliss: nani dah pergi hiraa' , ufai memang dah confirm pergi hidayah jb :'< "


"@Frhaanh: janganlah pergi :( RT : Petang ni dah nak pergi dah :("

CAN I JUST......AHHHH :'<
I LOVE YOU GUYS KETAT KETAT OKAYYY

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

What, why?

So like all Malaysians knew that yesterday every PMR-ians for 2012 get their results and same goes to me. The bad news is, I don't get straight A's like my other siblings and some of my friends does but alhamdulillah,  mine is not that bad. Although I'd target 9A. Who didn't? duhhh... I won't get any present :( It's all my fault actually. I admit it.

But you know what? Eventhough I don't get the result that I've always wanted, I don't want to blame anyone. Yes, the main source of my failure is myself, but Allah knows the best from the beginning. Allah knew what will happen if I get that 9A that I've always wanted. For that, thank you Allah.

I don't want to care about what people will be talking about me.What will they think about me. I did my best. Sort of -..- So next year will be no more playing around like a hippo. I want to get the best out of the best. I want to make my parents proud of me :')

Love life

Bismillah,
I don't know what happened 'till I have the feeling to make a new blog. So, this is my first post, don't expect too much from me. I don't know how to make nice words. I don't know how to make people smile and laugh and love me. Just hope mine won't be that terrible. And hello, Assalamualaikum, my name is Nurul `Ufairah Khairudin.