Like whaaatt?

I'm so surprised. Its already July and that means I've already been far from my family for like 6 month. I just can't believe myself I was able to do that. To not be a crybaby, manja, stone-head, anger and sort of stuff. I know, some people they've already been far from their family more than 2 or even 4 years but I'm still very proud of myself. I think I've been changing a lot. To the good side. Perhaps its because of the good surroundings, supportive friends and that 'paid jail' a.k.a asrama lol. Maybe this is what my family wants. My HENSHIN. FROM ZERO TO HERO. I don't even notice am I bad before this but yeahhh I changed. Mentally not yet physically. From now on I don't want impress anyone, I want to impress myself. That's enough. Smile :D

Ramadhan is here!!!!!!!!!!

OMR ITS RAMADHAN *OMR means OH MY RABB

Ramadhan is when you will see people bring their Quran all over the place. You will see bazaar in the evening. You will see people wake up early in the morning before fajr for sahr and less people wasting their time. Why? Because these fortunate people know the blessing, the harmony and the peaceful of Ramadhan. How lucky they are :< I'm still looking for the Ruh of Ramadhan itself. I want to feel this years' Ramadhan like truly feel it inside. I don't want to waste my Ramadhan like those past years. Its such a waste T.T For the future, I want to finish 30 Juz of Quran and do all good deeds. Pray for me and InsyaAllah I'll pray for you.

Ma'assalamah :))

Problem

I have a serious problem. I can't manage my time, and also I have problem with my heart. Indeed, picture speaks louder than words. YOU GOTTA START SOMEWHERE. Now I'm like regretting taking science streams. Why? Because I'm not that kind of person who study every prep time. I wont remember most of the lessons in class. I slept in classes. What is wrong with me? I think I need motivation. From someone who cares perhaps.

Sick

Assalamualaikum muslims. Last week, I company my beloved lovely sister to the clinic to bring her baby for check up and she asked me to check my blood as well because I look so freakin pale. To make it short, the doctor asked me to go to wad kecemasan at hospital serdang right away after getting the result of my blood.
I was like, "Vas happenin ?"

I was so scared because yeahh in my entire life, I had never when to a hospital as a patient. Scaryy. In the end, I have to be warded. Goshh, they cucuk me with that long, sharp jarum and its so freaking hurts T.T le crying lol.

The next day, I have my own room, alone haha. Theres no one to company me. Yeah I understood, busy isn't it? hmm They begin to transfuse a bag of blood. I just knew that I'm O positive type of person. hokaihh I'm starting to think. Whose blood I'm 'drinking'? Seriously.

The second day, they transfused the second bag. And in the afternoon, I was allowed to go back home yippeee. They also give me lots of medicine huhh. Okay, what I can tell you is that, staying at the hospital teach me to be more patience, berdikari, love myself. Before this I've always wanted to eventually stay at the hospital. lol childish me. See ya :>

Beautiful experiences

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and lets begin. Throughout this year, I've experienced lots and tons of stuff. Its all about excitement wuhoo and I'll just gonna write it in a superb long post because yeah I'm lazy.

First of all, I did have many new friends, we can call it as new ukhuwwah :)

On May, we had Teachers Day and we have to do everything and it was awesome!

The foods were awesome, the preparation was awesome, the video, the photobooth, the lomo, the ustaz ustazah, the bee16 and the kids were all awesome (^^,) I enjoyed it like so freakin' much.

 

Bee16 girls 

 

Decorated photobooth

On what I didnt remember but I think its in the end of May I suppose -..-' I went to MGBSIM '13 and it was great like superbly great. I was from Hidayah JB and we managed to win 13 golds :D I participate in netball and 4x400. 4x400 was epic xD Ustaz randomly pick me and I was like NOOOOOO I couldnt run that far. I have to run twice and everytime after running I will collapse. Wuuuu epic isn't it? haha

Good job and congrats Hidayah JB. Luaskan kuasamu Johor lol 

 

 

Me and Dalila. Marching time

 

 After running. Going back

                                                                        Before netball

                                                                        4x400 people

                                                             Thanks Nuha. Take care c:

                                                               In my heart. Always gegurls :D

Yayy yayyy

                      Peace be upon you. I pray that you guys in a good condition InsyaAllah

Yesterday I met my swaggers and I'm so happyyy. They are still the same and still gila :D What makes me less happy is when  I have to choose either my family or my friends. It is such a hard decision to make, eh? Yes I love my family, yes I do lovee my friends, so? How to make decisions? -..- My mind currently in tepu condition. Can't even think. In the end, I managed to do both and yet I still able to meet amnani hehe my buncett :3

Victory

                                     

Nampak tak muka semangat XD

Heyyyah everyone!! Assalamualaikum hehe :P why am I so excited. Okay now it's already March and only now I have the time to update mahh lovely blog. Yes yes I'm fine thank you :) long time no see everyone. My new school? hmm all I can say is Red Team won!!! Sukan is such a great time. Let out all the sweat, burns all fats and also darken your face. I joined netball, lompat jauh and lari lari. Netball for lifee (Y) Ohh how I miss sukan TT

 Kena paksa masuk perbarisan lol

Victory is ours wohooo

And last but not least my bio, chemist, physic, addmath wuuuuuu I should struggle more and more :( My newest result is such ehem ehem and so humiliating for me lah. Now I currently busy with boja mssd. Pray for me (n.n)